Where I am today……..
Posted by catkisser on April 30, 2010
I started this blog, not to be yet another diary, but to share the stories of a fairly weird life. Today I am sixty years old, not well off moneywise, but quite comfortable in my situation. And in terms of what most people would consider normal, my life is still pretty weird.
I’m a Pagan Priestess, I revived an ancient religious tradition and I live a life consistent with all that. While I lived a large part of my life alienated from my body, I was never alienated from my essential self, my philosopy of life has always been, I want to like the person that looks back at me from the mirror. I still do. While living on poverty level SSI payments from being physically disabled, I live a nice, comfortable lifestyle anyway. The Goddess has always provided what I needed when I needed it and my wants are fairly simple. I like to joke that I wanted to be the strange old lady who lived in the strange old house with all the cats. We have seven cats and an 18 bedroom former Inn…..dreams can come true.
Our 130+ year old home will provide more than enough “to do” until the day I can no longer hold tools so I do not lack for things to do. We are restoring it to it’s 1890’s glory and that is very satisfying. Our Path requires us to do charitable works so being outwardly focused is our reality. As a woman’s spirituality centre, we have a steady stream of women and men visiting to renew their spiritual batteries or just heal up from the outside world. It is a good life with many rewards. It is not without challenges. One of the primary challenges is a three and a half year quest for legal equal treatment of our religion by our town. Another is occasionally a sociopathic tranny will decide to focus on me because of my history.
One is doing so right now.
When I got involved in transsexual civil rights many many years ago, my primary goal was making it easier for people born transsexual to get information, get through transition and go on with their lives on a more or less equal basis with the rest of the world. That battle pretty much has been won. I still “mentor” the occasional woman directly. I did a lot of “changing the dialogue” behind the scenes in the psych professions that has paid off and about to become official. I did this for over a decade while several sociopaths targeted me, sometimes doing serious damage to my life in the short term.
This particular sociopath has demanded I apologize for and renounce all I have learned and share about both the birth condition transsexuality and about “transgenders” My reply to that is one of my old signature lines:
In the larger scheme of things, it might not be smart to piss off a witch.
if you came here from the WaterShed News article, please read this as well